Do you realize what you are to me?
What you're always going to be?
you are the love of my life.. everyone
else will always be the secnod best.
There will never be another you <3

I may not get to see you as often as I like.
I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.
But deep in my heart I truly know,
you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.

these spaces between my fingers
were meant to be filled by yours

it`s so hard to be strong
when you love the thing
that makes you the
w e a k e s t

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and if anyone can help me with a layout, please let me know.

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and this layout made my last update look completely horrible, but really i worked a long time on it :X

so please help!!!

Hey its Donna again!

So guys im so sorry I haven’t updated in forever.

School started and I got so stressed.

 Im a senior and I had to do all of the college stuff plus

deal with the drama of it all. And I had work to to top it all off.

Im gonna try and update at least once a week if not more from now on!!!

Thanks Nicole for updating while i was gone! haha

1. the sun on your cheek, the wind in your hair,
the speed beneath your feet. summer in your
lungs,a sparkle in your eye, a dare in your heart.

2. we pick on each other,

 smash each other in bumper cars,

and give each other 12 hugs even if we are sweaty as hell.

I seriously don't think anything is going to come of this.

And I would appreciate it if people would stop telling me

 they think there is something between us.

3. the most wasted day is one in
which we have not laughed.

4. sometimes

 even though your having a great time

you cant help but think about how much you miss the old times <3

5. Everyday I smile & act like nothings wrong;
it's called putting everything aside & being strong.

6. the older you get in school  ,

the shorter the year seems,

more drama seems to happen,

you get grounded a lot more,

more dances,

more freedom and you learn who your true friends are

7. You know me too well.

When I said I didn`t love you,
you looked at me & said,

"Bullshit, you`re just running away."

8. Hot is directed towards hot sauce
until you hit middle school;
At that age you add the extra ‘t’
&& it refers to that guy that just walked by...

9. I fantasize about rejecting the apologies
that I know will never come.

10. isnt it weird that we cant remember

 anything of what we learned is class today

 but we know every single word of a song from 5 years ago?

11. The hardest guy to get over
is the one you never had.

12. You're just a two-faced bitch,
I used to call one of my best friends.

13. If some one stays up till 2 AM

 listening to everything he said to you while you were slow dancing,

you know she's your best friend.

14. Are you crying?
No, It's just raining on my face.

^ Haha I love that one.

15. You know you have the best friends

 when they say "hey im board, you want to go play in traffic?"

^ that’s my best friends XD

16. hey skank,
just because you start the shit.
doesn't mean you are the shit.

17. i'm gonna go all 3rd grader

 on your ass and triple dog dare you

 to fall in love with me

^ <333

18. [Love] like you've never been hurt
[Cry] like you have a million tissues
[Scream] like the world is a pillow
[Sing] like no one else is listening
[Kiss] like nothing else even matters
[Live] h o w  y o u  w a n t

19. Loving someone when
you’re with someone else
is like eating paper when
there’s chocolate in
front of you; stupid

20. Life isn't like a roller coaster.

On a roller coaster you can buy another ticket and do it again.

That wouldn't work in life.

21. i'm not mean,

you're just a little bitch.

22. I think that
you're a lame
motherfuckingbitch
nothing personal.

23. i think..
it's so funny
that you think
you're so popular.
news flash hunny.
you have no life.
&&no real friends.

24. you know, people are always asking
"are you okay?" but they're never really
expecting the truth because the reality of
the matter is, if i was okay, you wouldn't
really have to wonder.

25. you were my best friend
we talked almost every day
we had many inside jokes,
and now you've replaced me
&& i just don't understand what
i did wrong

26. Screw the unknown;

 I'm done wasting my time

 trying to figure out the unneeded answers.

27. Times have changed
Best friends don't stay true anymore
&& some one in your life
fucks you over everyday

28. 11:12;
maybe theres a reason
you always miss it.

29. it's ok if people don't like you ;
you just have to like yourself

30. even though i can say it's his loss,
deep down i know it will be mine too.

31. if you are going to judge me

 from my past, then i dont want you in my future

32. That's not a big problem. A big problem is
like, well, if your butt fell off.

^hahahahhaha

33. You think life is this fairytale

and when it turns out that everything doesn’t end happily

you cant deal.
`music and lyrics

34. you haven't lost your smile at all,
it's right under your nose.
you just forgot it was there

35. he was tall, she was short.

she was loud, he was quiet.

 he was smart, but man she was brilliant.

they were different in many ways.

but it was how they came together

 when no one was looking that caught the two of them off guard

36. i`ll walk the plank
and jump with a smile.
cus if i`m going down,
i`m doing it in style.

37. sometimes silence speaks the loudest.

38. Optimism means
expecting the best,
but confidence
means knowing how
to handle the worst

39. heres to the future cause im over the
past.

40. So basically this blows;
more than a slut

41. In order to get over something,
you have to start climbing.

42. never be ashamed of crying
because caring enough to cry
means you have a heart <3

43. teenage girls --

we're experts at taking tiny little stories & turning them into huge scenes

44. And I'm sorry if you think I'm
being a bitch, but being screwed
over isn't fun and I'm sick of it.

45. & tonight I won't wear my seatbelt.
I'll speed on the wet slick roads.
I'll take that curve a little too fast.
You will see the fatal crash on the news
& you know what? You still won't miss me.

46. Stop taking my breath away;
it's getting too hard to breathe.

47. Go ahead, break her heart.

 Tell her you dont care,

that you dont like her.

Make her feel like she is unwanted and ugly.

After all,

She's just a girl

48. You can never prepare for the
moment that changes your life.

49. calling someone fat
won't make you any skinnier. calling someone
stupid doesn't make you any smarter. ruining
someone's life won't make yours any better. the
only thing you can do in life is solve the problem
in front of you.

50. your screaming in the air
"I DON'T EVEN CARE!"
&& the wind whispers back
"hun, who do you think your fooling?"

So leave me lots of comments since that’s a huge update J

Poll: Do you like to shop on Black Friday?

Me: Yeah I love to.

This year Im doing an economics project while there haha

ohhh wow.  it's nicole.
remember me?  from wayy back when this site began?
its been a while, & i felt like updating just once again.
just for today; because im in that type of mood.

Hopefully, we can get comments like we used too
soooooo dont forget to tell your friends we update. =]

Enjoy.

Someone will always catch you when you fall, & it won't always be who you thought it would. The people you think love you most might watch you fall, wait, & then congratulate you when you find your own way back up. This doesn't mean they love you less; they just know that you're stronger than you give yourself credit for.

I liked the days when boys were written down on paper listed on your top 5, instead of you carrying them in your heart. When you would brag about how cool your parents were, instead of talking about how they now ruin your lives. When the only reason you didn't want to get out of bed for school was because you were sleepy, & now it's because each day is a struggle. While hide & seek was the coolest game, instead of guys seeing how many girls they can go out with at one time. When you wished upon birthday candles, & now you wish on a boy who is holding your heart. The days when you were just a kid who still had their innocence, & now you're a teenager who knows everything has changed.

five.
so live like you mean it, love 'til you feel it.
it's all that we need in our lives. so stand on
the edge with me, hold back your fear & see
nothing is real 'til it's gone.

As a person I was pretty lost. But in the past four years, I've been forced to grow up. I stopped letting boys define me and I started to believe in myself and in my potential and somewhere along the way, that lost little party girl finally grew up.

i wanted you to fight for me.
i wanted you to say that there was
no one else that you could ever be with,
& that you wanted to be with me.

Every day I wonder
why he saw me
when a thousand
other girls saw him

It's okay if you
want to limit yourself.
But don't let other
people do it for you

Long distance
relationship: single
enough to be lonely,
not single enough to
do anything about it

Until further
notice: I’m officially
more gangster than you

Life is like a
game, but without
a restart button &
a pause button

You want everything
to stay the same, until
you're ready for it
to change. But you
can't do that. You
can't expect the whole
world to stand still
until you're ready

Cry over cuts
& stitches. Not
sluts & bitches

And I hate how
much I love you, boy.
I can't stand how
much I need you.

So stick that in your
juicebox and suck it

I just want the
perfect guy for
me who thinks I'm the
perfect girl for him

Move on. He's
just a chapter in
the past. Don't
close the book,
just turn the page

Maybe life should
be a little more like
Myspace. You can
only comment someone
if you’re a friend

Beauty is not
defined by the size
of your jeans!

Be loved but never
love. Attach, but never
combine. Trip, but
never fall. To be
broken is better than to
be shattered. Tell him
of your strength, but never
your past. Be trustworthy,
but never trust. Be
cracked, but never open

This is a rake &
shovel conversation.
No hoes allowed

Thinking of you gets
me all excited, like
a kid getting a note
in their lunchbox

A simple friend wonders
about your romantic
history. A real friend
could blackmail you with it

Be my weekend
lover. Be my spur-of
-the-moment crush.
I want you like a
bad habit. But I'm
just not good enough